介绍： Dearest,
我最最心爱的：
I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times again and I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices and I can't concentrate. So I'm doing what seems the best thing to do. 
亲爱的，我感到我一定又要发狂了。我觉得我们无法再经受...

介绍： Dearest,
我最最心爱的：
I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times again and I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices and I can't concentrate. So I'm doing what seems the best thing to do. 
亲爱的，我感到我一定又要发狂了。我觉得我们无法再经受一次那种痛苦的时刻。而且这一次我也不会再康复了。我开始听见种种幻声，也无法集中注意力。所以我要做我认为是最好的事情。
You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. 
你已经给过我无与伦比的幸福，点点滴滴没有人可以像你那样。直到这种可怕的疾病发作，我想没有哪两个人能像我们这样幸福。
I can't fight any longer. I know that I'm spoiling your life that without me you could work, and you will, I know. You see, I can't even write this properly. I can't...read.
我无力再撑下去了。我知道我是在糟蹋你的生命；没有我，你才能工作。我知道你会的。你看，我现在连这封遗言都写不好了。我也无法阅读。
What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me. And incredibly good. I want to say that -- everybody knows it. If anyone could have saved me it would have been you.
我想说我生活中的全部幸福都归功于你。你对我一直耐心十足，好的难以置信。我想说——人人都知道这一点。假如还有任何人能挽救我，那也只有你了。
Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been.
现在除了你的好，一切都离我而去。我不能再继续糟蹋你的生命了。我相信，再没有哪两个人像我们在一起时这样幸福。
V
弗吉尼亚