介绍： True Detective S01E03

Rustin Cohle——Matthew McConaughey

那地方 我从来
Man, that place-- I never--

那天 那地方让我想起我爸提到过的越南
That day, it reminded me of my pop talking about 'Nam

和那儿的丛林
and the jungle thing.

我现在跟你们说当时发生了什么
Look. Me talking about what happened back then,

对...

介绍： True Detective S01E03

Rustin Cohle——Matthew McConaughey

那地方 我从来
Man, that place-- I never--

那天 那地方让我想起我爸提到过的越南
That day, it reminded me of my pop talking about 'Nam

和那儿的丛林
and the jungle thing.

我现在跟你们说当时发生了什么
Look. Me talking about what happened back then,

对你们也没什么帮助
that ain't gonna do you any good now.

这
This--

这才是我要说的
This is what I'm talking about.

我每次说到时间
This is what I mean

死亡 和毫无意义
when I'm talking about time and death

我就是在说它
and futility.

工作时会有更多的想法
There are broader ideas at work,

这些想法来自于 人类社会
mainly what is owed between us as a society

所共有的臆想
for our mutual illusions.

盯着尸体看上十四个小时
14 straight hours of staring at DBs,

你就会想到这些事情
these are the things you think of.

你做过吗
You ever done that?

你注视着他们的眼睛 即使只是照片
You look in their eyes, even in a picture.

他们是死是活都无关紧要
Doesn't matter if they're dead or alive.

你都能读出你要的信息 知道你会看到什么吗
You can still read them, and you know what you see?

你会看出他们也乐意你这么做
They welcomed it,

也许一开始不会
mm-hmm, not at first,

但是到了最后一刻总会如此
but right there in the last instant.

很明显这是一种解脱 因为他们原先会害怕
It's an unmistakable relief, see, because they were afraid

然后他们会第一次发现
and now they saw for the very first time

放手是如此简单
how easy it was to just let go,

而在那最后一刻 他们会看到
and they saw -- in that last nanosecond,

他们会看清自己
they saw what they were,

你 你自己 和这一系列闹剧
that you, yourself, this whole big drama,

不过是粗劣的假设和愚蠢的愿望
it was never anything but a jerry-rig

而你可以就此放手
of presumption and dumb will and you could just let go

你已无需如此坚持
finally now that you didn't have to hold on so tight...

才能明白你的生活
to realize that all your life--

你的爱恨与纠葛
you know, all your love, all your hate,

你的回忆与苦痛 都是一体
all your memory, all your pain-- it was all the same thing.

都是同一个梦 一个你在密室中
It was all the same dream, a dream that you had

才会做的梦
inside a locked room,

一个关于如何做人的梦
a dream about being a person...

和许多其他的梦一样
and like a lot of dreams...

梦的最后 都有一头怪物
there's a monster at the end of it.