Last Christmas I was broken and hopeless

Life fell apart and I think nobody noticed

I asked too much of myself and I know it

Need to give me a chance, need to be kind to myself, oh

Can't keep on carrying this guilt

That's deep inside me instilled

How am I supposed to put up with it?

Cause I never feel enough

Never ending self-disgust

What if my brain was just full of shit?

I keep killing myself over things that I can't change

Overthinking, I'm building my own cage

Seeing clearly now, I'm master of my fate

Whatever's written I'll just tear off the damn page

I'm sick and tired of being stuck in my head

Wanna go out and live a little instead

I can't keep waiting, I'll get sleep when I'm dead

And if I'm thirsty drink the tears I've shed, ah

Last summer, finally picked up the pieces

And started living without needing a reason

Floating around, unaware of the season

Got my feet on the ceiling and I love this feeling

Can't keep on carrying this guilt

That's deep inside me instilled

How am I supposed to put up with it?

Cause I never feel enough

Never ending self-disgust

What if my brain was just full of shit?

I keep killing myself over things that I can't change

Overthinking, I'm building my own cage

Seeing clearly now, I'm master of my fate

Whatever's written I'll just tear off the damn page

I'm sick and tired of being stuck in my head

Wanna go out and live a little instead

I can't keep waiting, I'll get sleep when I'm dead

And if I'm thirsty drink the tears I've shed, ah

Oh, oh

Oh, oh

I can't keep blaming myself

For the things I can't help

Oh, oh

Oh, oh

Oh

Got a million pounds on my chest

And I never thought to ask for help

But I've carried this weight for way too long

Never thought that I could be enough

Never felt worthy of the love

And now I know that I couldn't have been more wrong

I can't keep blaming myself

For the things I can't help

keep killing myself over things that I can't change

Overthinking, I'm building my own cage

Seeing clearly now, I'm master of my fate

Whatever's written I'll just tear off the damn page

I'm sick and tired of being stuck in my head

Wanna go out and live a little instead

I can't keep waiting, I'll get sleep when I'm dead

And if I'm thirsty drink the tears I've shed, ah