Had no love from silver

Spoons you learnt

To lick it off the knives

It was sweet but for a second

Till it bled throughout the night

It's still hidden in your mouth

The scar reminded every bite

As I watch another blade

Another day, another slice

As I watch it all decay

A different way this time

I no longer see your face

When I close my eyes

I don't wanna show you grace

Can you stay offside?

Everything has gone to waste

What's it worth, my mind?

Does it hurt?

No lies

Don't revert

Wave by

Bloody shirt

Mob ties

In the dirt

No pride

Honestly it's hard to see

Why you would draw the knife

Knew there was a cost

But I just wish I knew the price

I knew to let you go

When I was seconding guessing twice

Got too comfortable

With staring straight

Through hollow eyes

Not like it's been easy

Been repeating in my mind

How I gifted you that dagger

How you really switching sides

It was really on my mind

Then remembered I

Was never truly proud to call you mine

So I cut and let it bleed

So much wasted time

On a severed piece

Of hope I held too close

And damn I've tried

To get you far away from me

What a bad vibe

Don't come any closer

It's a bad lie

How is that for closure?

How the time fly

Tending to the wound

Out of my mind

But I'll find it soon

Really trynna find my way from you

It was a disaster

But I know it hurt you too

Never been so stupid

That's applying to the room

Happy ever after

For another afternoon

Finally now

I can see your colors

Not so awful but the tint?

I could drop his body

Couldn't pick up on the hint

Yeah I get psychotic

When you pull a stunt like this

Now my only option

Is to use it as a clip

So just tell me

That you got it

And I'll get a chance to leave

I'll cut roots as deep

As blood and bone

I've broken all my teeth

So much hate inside

My heart made

It impossible to grieve

Saw you at your lowest point

And it was never on your knees

It's just funny how you

Helped me learn the way it burnt

But only when you hurt me first

Picked up some your habits

And it's pitiful to watch me learn

I got so distracted

Down the rabbit hole of who to turn

I forgot the fact, don't want you back

No longer my concern

Turned into a fiend for your

Compassion isn't that absurd?

Watch the way I drown

Out the distractions

While I find a cure

Yeah it's been forgiven

But I'll never take

You for your word

Cut the lights

And let it bleed out

Tell me does it

Does it hurt?

No lies

Don't revert

Wave by

Bloody shirt

Mob ties

In the dirt

No pride

Honestly it's hard to see

Why you would draw the knife

Knew there was a cost

But I just wish I knew the price