介绍： I'm caught up in the everyday trend
我被每日热搜裹挟
Tied up by invisible thread
受无形丝线束缚
Walking down a razor-thin edge
走在刀锋之上 步履维艰
And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
醒来疲惫不堪 恍惚间竟生出死志
Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
四处奔波 跨越州界已数月
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介绍： I'm caught up in the everyday trend
我被每日热搜裹挟
Tied up by invisible thread
受无形丝线束缚
Walking down a razor-thin edge
走在刀锋之上 步履维艰
And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
醒来疲惫不堪 恍惚间竟生出死志
Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
四处奔波 跨越州界已数月
Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime
跟妈妈视频 强颜欢笑 内心苦涩
Drink all night till I can't walk a straight line
夜夜买醉 走路踉踉跄跄
Feel so low, but I'm high at the same time
心如死灰 却又飘飘欲仙
I can't keep my feet on the ground
我心浮气躁 没办法脚踏实地
And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
惶恐不安 担心你会轻视我
I'm hoping that someone comes around
盼望有人相助
And helps me figure it out
为我指点迷津
I think that I should try to kill my ego
我该扼杀自我 收敛傲慢之心
'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
若是不这样自救 必遭反噬
I'm all grown up but somehow lately
年岁渐长 可是近来
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
我却幼稚如顽童
I'm really not as happy as I seem
强颜欢笑 内心苦楚
Still a little kid that can't make friends
我仍稚气未脱 交友困难
Wanna be invited, but I won't attend
渴望受人邀请 却又胆怯退缩
I been having bad dreams, my career could end
噩梦缠身 事业岌岌可危
'Cause I slip up when I should've played pretend
怪自己虚情假意 错失良机
Turned eighteen, and I left the city
十八岁时 我离开了这座城
I said "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty"
我曾说过 “我要酷 不要美”
The voices all came crashing down
内心的声音 如雷轰鸣
And said, "You're too nice to run this town"
告诫我 “你太善良 没法主宰这座城”
I can't keep my feet on the ground
我心浮气躁 没办法脚踏实地
And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
惶恐不安 担心你会轻视我
I'm hoping that someone comes around
盼望有人相助
And helps me figure it out
为我指点迷津
I think that I should try to kill my ego
我该扼杀自我 收敛傲慢之心
'Cause if I don't my ego might kill me
若是不这样自救 必遭反噬
I'm all grown up but somehow lately
年岁渐长 可是近来
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
我却幼稚如顽童
I'm really not as happy as I seem
强颜欢笑 内心苦楚
Nothing's as it seems
我其实没那么快乐
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
Yeah 一切并非表面那样
And I'm all grown up but somehow lately
我却幼稚如顽童
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
强颜欢笑 内心苦楚
I'm really not that happy being me
我其实没有真正接纳与享受自我
I don't like the lie I'm living
我厌恶虚伪的生活
I'm way too nice and too forgiving
我过于善良 过于宽容
I wanna go back to the beginning
我渴望回到最初的起点
When it all felt right
旧时光是那样美好
A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing
屋顶之上 下东区 我唱着歌
Didn't give a **** if I was winning
才不在乎什么输赢
It's all done now, so who am I kidding?
一切已成过去 我又在骗谁呢？
I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting
既然自欺欺人 那就自食其果
I think that I should try to kill my ego
我该扼杀自我 收敛傲慢之心
'Cause if I don't my ego might kill me
若是不这样自救 必遭反噬
I'm all grown up but somehow lately
年岁渐长 可是近来
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
我却幼稚如顽童
I'm really not as happy as I seem
强颜欢笑 内心苦楚
Nothing's as it seems
我其实没那么快乐
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
Yeah 一切并非表面那样
And I'm all grown up but somehow lately
我却幼稚如顽童
I'm acting like a ****ing baby
强颜欢笑 内心苦楚
I'm really not that happy being me
我其实没有真正接纳与享受自我