介绍： 我在网上认识了她
I met her on the internet

温柔的两个孩子妈妈
A tender mom of two

来回发送电子邮件
Sent emails back and forth

还有情侣照
A couple photos too
她可以看出我受伤了
And she could tell that I was hurt

她看到了我冰冷的笑容
She saw my frozen smile

询问出了什么问题
Asked what was going wrong

于是...

介绍： 我在网上认识了她
I met her on the internet

温柔的两个孩子妈妈
A tender mom of two

来回发送电子邮件
Sent emails back and forth

还有情侣照
A couple photos too
她可以看出我受伤了
And she could tell that I was hurt

她看到了我冰冷的笑容
She saw my frozen smile

询问出了什么问题
Asked what was going wrong

于是我含着泪写下
So I wrote with teary eyes
我躺在床上
I lie here in my bed

所以别人看不到
So no one else can see

我变成的怪物
The monster that I have become

悲伤的异常
A sad anomaly
我想我的心已经坏了
I think my mind is broken

我不怀疑我精神错乱
I don't doubt I'm unhinged

我陷入了深深的黑暗
I fell deep into darkness

现在我的几周看起来很糟糕
Now my weeks are looking grim
第一天让我痛彻心扉
The first day cuts me to the bone

第二个留下瘀伤
The second leaves a bruise

第三天我希望我死了
The third day I wish I was dead

第四天我很迷茫
The fourth day I'm confused

当第五天和第六天到来时
And when the fifth and sixth day come

我没有什么可给予的
I've got no damn to give

但第七天还是来了
But the seventh day still comes around

我再次经历这一切
And I go through it all again

我以为我可能把她吓跑了
I thought I might have scared her off

去了几天没有回复
Went days with no reply

几周后她回复了
Weeks later she responded

令我自己惊讶的是
To my own surprise
她说没关系 我也去过那里
She said it's okay I've been there too

这只是生活的一部分
It's just a part of life

我陷入了深深的黑暗，但是
I fell deep into darkness but

不知怎的我还是活了下来
Somehow I still survived
她说
She said

第一年让我痛彻心扉
The first year cut me to the bone

第二个留下了瘀伤
The second left a bruise

黑暗的想法笼罩了我的心
And dark thoughts clouded up my mind

第三年、第四年也是如此
The third and fourth years too

但当第五年、第六年到来时
But when the fifth and sixth years came

我看到一点光
I saw a little light

七年后你就会明白
In seven years you'll realize

有时只是需要时间
Sometimes it just takes time
说实话自从我们谈话以来
To be honest since we talked

我还没好多少
I'm not much better yet

但也许这一切都只是因为
But maybe that's all just because

我才几年
I'm only a few years in
但她的话深深地印在我的脑海里
But her words reside deep in my mind

就像井里的回声一样
Like echoes in the well

所以当这一周变得困难时
So when the week gets difficult

我试着告诉自己
I try to tell myself

第一天让我痛彻心扉
The first day cuts me to the bone

第二个留下瘀伤
The second leaves a bruise

第三天我已经受够了
The third day I'm so over it

第四天我很迷茫
The fourth day I'm confused

但当第五天和第六天过去后
But when the fifth and sixth day pass

我可能会看到希望的火花
I might see sparks of hope

我努力继续生活
I strive to keep on living

每周 7 天，这样我就会知道
Seven days a week so I'll know