介绍： I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere

我有种令人动弹不得的恐惧 畏惧自己可能哪儿也去不了

But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared

但上帝却不允许我承认 心中的害怕

And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common

而今我忍受不了那些朋友 道不同不相为谋

But being lon...

介绍： I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere

我有种令人动弹不得的恐惧 畏惧自己可能哪儿也去不了

But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared

但上帝却不允许我承认 心中的害怕

And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common

而今我忍受不了那些朋友 道不同不相为谋

But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

但孤独 却比狐朋狗友更难堪



You said it looks like I've been going through hell

你说 我似乎遭受了地狱般的痛苦

How did you know? How could you tell?

你何以得知 你何以得知

Ask me to explain myself, well

你要我解释下来龙去脉 好吧



I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

我竭尽全力坦诚

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

没人说过 改变会令人疲惫不堪

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

一脚踩在刹车 因为我晕车得想吐

How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

你怎能怪我？成长总是鸡飞狗跳



Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him

虽不想说 但我真的很想他

It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts

这可能看起来很蠢 但我还是会翻看我们的聊天记录

Who knew that wanting someonе could ever make mе this desperate

谁知道对某人的渴望 会使我心死如灰

Don't think I'll do that again, no

别以为我会重蹈覆辙



You said it looks like I've been going through hell

你说我好像经历了地狱般的痛苦

How did you know? How could you tell?

你何以得知 你怎么知道

You ask me to explain myself, well

你要我解释来龙去脉 好吧



I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

我尽我最大的努力坦诚相待

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

没人说过 改变会这么令人疲惫不堪

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

一脚踩在刹车 因为我晕车得想吐

How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

你怎能怪我呢?成长总是一派混乱



And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head

也许我只是把这一切纳入脑海 却不料其彻底爆炸绽开

But I can't help it, no, I can't help it

但我忍不住 我情不自禁

Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again

欺骗自己说 我不会再入爱河

But damn I felt it, I really felt it

但我深有所感

And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head

也许我只是把这一切纳入脑海 却不料其彻底爆炸绽开

But I can't help it, no, I can't help it

但我忍不住 我情难自制

Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget

浪费太多时间 在那些我会抛之脑后的杂七杂八上

But damn I felt it

但我确有所感



I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

我竭尽全力坦诚

Nobody said changing could be this exhausting

没人说 改变会这么令人疲惫不堪

A foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick

一脚踩在刹车 因为我晕车得想吐

How could you blame me?

你怎能怪我呢?