介绍： https://sc.com/xynii-music/apathesia-xi-resolve

本曲作者：Cynical（Xynii）

曲绘作者：Xynii（？）

所属AU：Insignificant Realities

AU类型：自设代入

对应角色：Cynical（Sans）

对应曲目：MEGALOVANIA

原简介：Where do I even begin when it comes to talking about this song? I'm aware you all know by now of the ...

介绍： https://sc.com/xynii-music/apathesia-xi-resolve

本曲作者：Cynical（Xynii）

曲绘作者：Xynii（？）

所属AU：Insignificant Realities

AU类型：自设代入

对应角色：Cynical（Sans）

对应曲目：MEGALOVANIA

原简介：Where do I even begin when it comes to talking about this song? I'm aware you all know by now of the massive effort I have put forth to create this monstrosity, but still, I will reiterate just how long this took. The first concept I started with was a b-side to version X, back in February 2020. I couldn't finish it so I instead started creating a new version of Apathesia, the first instance of XI. This would later turn into a downwards spiral of self-doubt and wasting my life further away as I'd focus on nothing else other than making the megalo. Slowly as I got more obsessed with making it as perfect as can be, it dawned on me just how bad my OCD had gotten. By that point, I've already consumed one of my FLP folders with a bunch of reiterations of Apathesia. I'd slowly walk in shambles as I wonder where my life would end up as making this song became the crux of my life. Eventually, I made it out of this toxic self-perfection rabbit hole. Enjoy.

--lyrics--
Weirdcore Section:
I don't know what's real, what's fake?
there's people not in this place
some have died, and all have passed
dream everywhere, welcome back
what does life mean, what is death?
slippery here, take one more step
drink one more round, don't complain
when you're high, in other planes (of existence)
ball pit here and flowers there
you're right here or everywhere
boots with rats and poison lace
I'm too high to see your face

Other Lyrics:
as the sirens blare in the distance
another one's announced dead while you
just sit there like it means nothing, juxtaposed to the fire ruining the view
I know that you're cold, apathetic
you can't- believe a thing you're told, damnit
when will it be the time where you listen to me instead of letting it go

"instead of letting it go," she says with open arms
what if I don't know what it takes

no one left, in your path
why should I, keep going

until the end, until the end!

Dialogue Section:
* the rain pours, the drops dot the floor.
* the area fills with the scent of petrichor.
* once, it was perfect the way we were..
* but, you got the ending you wanted.. right?

(distorted lead vox in buildup section):
lead me away

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简介：作者简介下的“lyrics”就是歌词，太长了我就不翻译了- -...

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