介绍: 猫咪爱好者们绝不能错过的一本半自传体小说,由故事的主人公James Bowen亲自执笔,讲述了一个在生活困境中苦苦挣扎的流浪歌手, 父母离异,他游走在城市的边缘地带,小偷小摸,甚至沾染上毒品,人生充斥着满满的苦涩和绝望。直到他遇见四处流浪伤痕累累的橘猫Bob,从那天起,James的生命中不知不觉得多了一份牵挂......
【Chapter 02:...
介绍: 猫咪爱好者们绝不能错过的一本半自传体小说,由故事的主人公James Bowen亲自执笔,讲述了一个在生活困境中苦苦挣扎的流浪歌手, 父母离异,他游走在城市的边缘地带,小偷小摸,甚至沾染上毒品,人生充斥着满满的苦涩和绝望。直到他遇见四处流浪伤痕累累的橘猫Bob,从那天起,James的生命中不知不觉得多了一份牵挂......
【Chapter 02:Road To Recovery】
The next phase of my life was a fog of drugs, drink, petty crime - and, well, hopelessness. It wasn’t helped by the fact that I developed a heroin habit.
I took it at first simply to help me get to sleep at night on the streets. It anaesthetised me from the cold and the loneliness. It took me to another place. Unfortunately, it had also taken a hold of my soul as well. By 1998 I was totally dependent on it. I probably came close to death a few times, although, to be honest, I was so out of it at times that I had no idea.
During that period it didn’t occur to me to contact anyone in my family. I had disappeared off the face of the earth - and I didn’t really care. I was too wrapped up in surviving. Looking back at the time now, I can only imagine that they must have been going through hell. They must have been worried sick.
I got an inkling of the grief I was causing about a year after I had arrived in London and about nine months or so after I’d taken to the streets.
I had made contact with my father when I’d arrived in London but hadn’t spoken to him in months. It was around Christmas time that I decided to give him a call. His wife – my stepmother – had answered the phone. He refused to come to the phone and kept me waiting for a few minutes, he was so angry with me.
‘Where the f*** have you been? We’ve all been worried sick about you,’ he said, when he had collected himself enough to talk to me.
I made some pathetic excuses but he just shouted at me.
He told me that my mother had been in contact with him desperately trying to find out where I was. That was a measure of how worried she’d become. The two of them never spoke. He shouted and screamed at me for fully five minutes. I realise now it was a mixture of release and anger. He had probably thought I was dead, which, in a way, I had been.
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