介绍： 欢迎收听失眠音乐台
我是主播阿霖
今晚代班Julia
为大家带来Colin Firth朗诵的一封信
《You will not have my hatred》
写下这封信的是法国记者安东尼
他的妻子在巴黎巴塔克兰音乐厅枪击案中不幸丧生
他把这封信发布在INS上
公开表达了自己不会将余生浪费在仇恨之中
他会代替妻子好好照顾他们的儿子
他坚信
他与妻子会在自由的天堂里重...

介绍： 欢迎收听失眠音乐台
我是主播阿霖
今晚代班Julia
为大家带来Colin Firth朗诵的一封信
《You will not have my hatred》
写下这封信的是法国记者安东尼
他的妻子在巴黎巴塔克兰音乐厅枪击案中不幸丧生
他把这封信发布在INS上
公开表达了自己不会将余生浪费在仇恨之中
他会代替妻子好好照顾他们的儿子
他坚信
他与妻子会在自由的天堂里重逢
而凶手将会在地狱沉沦

《You will not have my hatred》
翻译：@失眠音乐台

On Friday evening
周五的夜晚

you stole away the life of an exceptional being
你们夺去了一条特殊的生命

the love of my life
我此生的挚爱

the mother of my son
我儿子的母亲

but you will not have my hatred
但你们不要妄想因此令我陷入仇恨

I don’t know who you are and I don’t want to know
我不知道你们的身份 却也不屑一顾

you are dead souls
你们的灵魂早已堕落

If the God for whom you kill blindly
神不会容许你们肆意杀戮

made us in his image
他以自身的形象造成我们

And every b**t in the body of my wife is wounding in his heart
每一颗落在我妻子身上的子弹都会伤到他的心

So no
不

I will not give you the gift of hating you
你们不要妄想因此令我陷入仇恨

You obviously want it
你们渴望挑起仇恨

but responding to it with anger would be to give in to the same ignorance
若是以怒火作为回应 我便把自己贬低得和你们一样愚昧

that has made you what you are
正是这愚昧领你们走到今天这一步

You would like me to be scared
你们想让我感到恐惧

for me to look at my fellow citizens with a suspicious eye
让我怀疑我的朋友 我的同胞

for me to sacrifice my freedom for my security
让我放弃自由 保全自身

You have lost
你不会如愿以偿

I saw her this morning
今天早晨 我终于看见了她

At last after nights and days of waiting
在日复一日的等待之后

She was just as beautiful as she was when she left on Friday evening
她一如她离去的周五那一夜那般美丽

as beautiful as when I fell madly in love with her more than 12 years ago
一如十二年前我对她一见钟情时那般美丽

Of course I am devastated with grief
当然 这令我悲痛欲绝

I will give you this small victory
我不得不承认 你们获得了卑微的胜利

but this will be a short-lived
但它是短暂的

I know that she will join us every day
我坚信她将永远陪伴在我身侧

And that we will find each other in the paradise of free souls
而我们的灵魂会在自由的天堂里重逢

which you will never have access to
那是一片你们没有资格登陆的净土

There are only two, my son and I
现在只剩我与儿子相互依靠

But we will be stronger than any army in the world
但我们比任何一支军队更坚不可摧

I can not waste more time to on you
我不会再把时间浪费在你们身上

I need to go back to my son who has just woken up from his sleep
我需要照顾我刚从睡梦中醒来的儿子

He is just 17 months old
他还不到两岁

He's going to eat his snack just like every other day
他会像往常一样吃着喜欢的点心

And we are going to play like every other day
我们会像往常一样玩着喜欢的游戏

And all his life
他的一生

This little boy will be happy and free
这个小男孩会永远快乐与自由

Because you don't have his hatred either.
你们无法令他也陷入仇恨

Antoine Leiris